Friday, May 7, 2010

What makes me happy.... *inspired by mama's entry*

What makes me happy?

*Kusyairy*

  • I am happy to just be around Kusyairy... (even when we are not doing anything!!)
  • I am happy to just see him smiling at me...
  • I am happy to just get a bb message or an SMS from him... (it makes my day!)
  • I am happy when he tells me that he wants to grow old with me...

*Mama*

  • I am happy when we have our gossip session in the kitchen (Ma's coffee is to die for!!)
  • I am happy that my "mama" is also my bestfriend.... (one of the best!!)
  • I am happy that she tolerates my shyte and gives me the comfort whenever I need....

I am happy when I have a good book with me.... Love the idea of having to read it without disturbance.... I am happy when I have a good laugh with my close friends and love ones... I am happy when Papa comes and speak to me... Love family dinners... Nisha's memories definitely makes me happy!

What I need to be happy is just having my love ones with me! (That isn't much to ask, rite?? Having money is just a additional bonus)

-@ pinkbyarcht @-

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Another weekend entry...

Another weekend ended and I still have not decided what to do... Plans changes all time! Excuses are given after one another! Huhu... It has been a month and I have yet to decide what I should do with my hair! (Potong pendek? Color? Treatment? Apa ek??) Hair is not the only issue... What I should do with my life is the MAJOR issue... Should I take the risk? (Apa yang the worst can happen?! I would not find something I like? Out of cash? Bak kata Soulmate... Rezeki ada kat mana-mana! Hurmmm)

I had this little chat session with Soulmate and I was telling him that I was afraid of being misinterpret! Hates it when I am blamed over something I did not do... To add on to the misery, I was pouring my hearts out about how I would just leave everything behind for "this" person but I was never appreciated! (I am not asking for the world, all I wanted is to be included! (Tak susahkan?) Soulmate just hug me! He knows I was upset! He told me that I don't need them.. and that I have him to turn too! (Shweeeetnye!!! Jatuh cinta lagi uols!!!)

When I make new friends, I give them my all... Nothing more and nothing less. If they can't appreciate that, it is their lost not mine! I should have listen to Soulmate! *I should have put a stop!!* I will not let them get to me.... I would not let them hurt me....

-@ pinkbyarct @-