The one that are closest to me knows that I do countdown whenever K is away. I will track the days of him being away and the days till we are reunited! *Hahahhaa.... Sweet ke tidak??? Poyo kering je kan?? Hahaha.... * It helps keep me at ease when I start counting. I am not clingy but I just look forward to having him back whenever he is away. I believe that ramai je macam me... Cepat mengaku! Hiks...
This time around... Buat kali pertama daam sejarah, (sejarah gitewwww) I don't know when he will be coming back. Haish. All I know his involvement is 40 days out of 60 days tapi schedule tak menentu! I so hate the idea of not knowing. *If the shoot to kat KL takpelah jugak.... Ini all the way kat Perak! Huaghhh.... Nak gi sana tak bleh. Weekdays kerja... Weekend class! SEDIHHHHHHHHH!!*
I have been unwell the last few days. Actually sebelum K leave for shoot lagi. I had to go to the docs like twice for medication. *Deman mengada kut. Just because dah tahu chinta hati nak pergi lama kan... Pengsan! Honestly I was really sick. I was away from work for almost 6 days.* Alhamdullillah, I got a bit a better when K left. I did not want him to worry while he is away... dah lah tak tahu when he is coming back. He has been really sweet. He calls and text me all time ensuring that I take my medicine and that I get enough rest. He told me to take leave from work if I am not up for it.
He has been away for 8 days... Today, he told me that he will have one day break, which is 8 days away from today! Masya Allah.... Lamanya lagi! Me feel like screaming! * I so miss you Bee. I feel like taking a day off and go see you but Ma is unwell and I need to take care of her. Sadness overload. Heh.* This waiting to see you in killing me but I know you are away for work. The sacrifice we are making for our future... With that in mind, bertabahlah.
Countdown starts today. 8 days to go.!
Heart always, Missy Tishita.
P/S : Today, I block someone on IG for stalking me. I was informed that she hated me for what I am not sure why... I don't even know her personally! Does it bother me? Nope! Tapi yang menyampah tu dia buat silap dia salah kan kita plak. I have make life easier for you... You don't have to see my IG anymore. Takdelah sakit hati tu. Ye dak?! Takde lah buat dosa and bagi I pahala. Rest assured I don't hate you but I just don't want negativity around me.! Peace!