Saturday, January 26, 2008
Kusyairy has always be there for me… He has been there when I was going through the worst part of my life… The part where I lost my twin sister… He has never once complaint when I have my tantrums… All he did was just stood by me. Giving me all the support I need. Something I would always be grateful for… (To the guy who likes ‘GREEN’ – you should know who you are! You once told me that Kusyairy is lucky to have me but it was the other way… I am lucky to have Kusyairy. He completes me!!! To ‘GREEN’, I am always here for you if you ever need a shoulder to cry on…You will always have a place in my heart but Kusyairy won the whole of my heart and ME!! (“,))
I am getting married in 4 days?? Hell yeah!! I was in my room one night, thinking of what I want in life after my marriage to Kusyairy. The list could go on… The main thing is that I would want to the best wife Kusyairy. I wish I could be the “PERFECT” one but I know that it is impossible since no one is perfect and I have to except the fact that there are flaws in myself. As much as I am worried about what the future has install for me, I am still going to marry this guy since I cannot imagine life without him. I just have to follow my heart. The love of my life… mom will always say that….
If only Nisha was still around, she will be advising me… She will tell me all the things that I would like to hear. I guess, life for now has no Nisha and it is so hard for me to bear… As much as they say life must go on… it is not the same without my sister, Nisha. What is life without Nisha… Even though it has been a 2 years, I still can’t except that she is no longer here… There are times when I just cry hoping to hear and feel Nisha… I was hoping for the miracle… Hoping to hear tell me… It’s ok and that she will always be here for me… Getting a hug from her will be the ultimate gift… (I miss you very much Yinkle !! I wish you were here with me… Physically be with me!!)
Since the wedding is just around the corner… My parents are busy with all the arrangement and preparations. I don't need to worry much just that I have to make sure all my personal stuff will be done before the wedding day… I haven’t gone to the spa as planned since I would only be on leave a day before the berinai… So, I guess there is not much time left… I would be going for my pedicure and manicure with Kusyairy… I am bringing him along whether he likes it or not… and also for a massage. Full body massage!!
We will not be seeing each other after the massage!! It would be our last outing as fiance!! (Macam lama sangat... padahal sehari jer!! Heheheh...)
All my dresses for the ceremony is ready except for the one in Kusyairy’s house… Which will only be ready on Thursday… Heheh… Mom told me not to worry about it since she told my brother to go and take it… (Bleh ke harapkan Abang Om??? Just have to trust him this time…I just have too..)
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008
This New Year celebration was a boring one for me. I celebrated New Year’s Eve on the bed and watch the firework kat TV… Imagine?? I was able to watch Faizal Tahir perform Kasih Tercipa and Mahakarya Cinta. He is superb!! I like his voice… (“,)
Kusyairy wasn’t around to celebrate New Year with me. He is in Malacca shooting his next telemovie… Pasukan Gerak Cepat. He has been there since Friday…(Dua minggu tanpa Kusyairy?? DAMMNNNN... What will I be doing??? Hrmmmm... I miss him!!) Sharinaz ask me to tag with her. She wanted to go clubbing with her colleagues. (Me?? Moi?? I?? Tisha?? Tart?? Go clubbing?? Macam tak kena jer… !!) I really wonder what I will be doing if were to tag along... Probably I will be seating at one corner doing my thing! Heheheh…
Since Kusyairy was not around, I spend the first day of the year with my mother… (morning jer lah..) We went to the tailor at Hartamas. I had to go for fitting. (OMG!! Three baju dah siap!! And it is gorgeous!! Cun giler…) … and then I have to send it for beading… I guess my days of being single are coming to an end!! I have less than a month!! Dammnnn… Two more is on the way and it should be ready by the 12th of this month...
While I was at the tailors, I even send one more baju. It is for Abby’s wedding which is just around the corner… 2 weeks to go for Abby?? (Mok, you are so getting married aren’t you… I am so happy for you… Nervous pun ada gak!! Hehehe….)
Then my parents and I had lunch with the “raja’s” family at Muhibbah, Taman Tun Dr Ismail. It has been a long time since I last had my meal at Muhibbah… (Only had meehoon hailam that afternoon shared with mom!! The portion is so BIG!! Makan dua orang pun tak habis…)
At roughly 2.30 Sharinaz and I with another friend of her went to One Utama. We were all bored. Specially me!! I wanted to get myself a pair of shoes, walking shoes…. But could not find any!! As for Sharinaz, she bought a pair of shoes and her friend bought 2 pairs with a couple of singlets!! (Kenapa bila pergi shopping, selalu I tak dapat apa I nak??? Bleh tolong tak??!!) We then had Burger King…Continued our shopping... I wanted to look for a pink organizer but could not find any. Sharinaz and I decide to have coffeebean at Mount Kiara. On the way there Sharinaz took me to see her condominium which she bought with her sister. (Coffeebean = YUM YUM!!)